where have my motivation went?
why am i feeling so demoralised?
how do i pull myself back again?

I work hard, train hard, paddle hard, for myself, for teammates.
Just keep telling yourself, don't give up. just don't give up.
Remember, the best motivation comes from within.
its your life; whether you want to win or not; it's yourself.
Don't be demoralised, Keep trying, improve yourself. Small but strong.
please karenn, small but strong.

&Special thanks to Jamie,Hockmeng,Xuejing.

I don't want to be the weakest. I'm not a weakling, because i don't want to be one.

call me drummer now. but not the next time (:

(: LAI!