the feeling of jealousy arent good.

i tidied my room on fri!(: realli uber clean.
no book on my table now.onli 2 lappy.
ahahahas.baby left his lappy in my hse.hohoho.
evening went to met baby,bought DONUT from DONUT FACTORY(:
WONDERFUL.
but i onli get to eat ONE.lols.so sadd.
i ate white chocolate&ITS MARVELLOUS YO!
ate with joy!AHAHAHAHAS.
just donut makes me happy(:
hohoho.when i bought it,im like laughing all the wayy la.
ppl think im madd.=x
LOL.

sat went to collect my shawl&went to shop for heels.
also,accompanied baby to Beach Road buy his stuff.
&went AMK to meet my family&had dinner with them after that.
after dinner,family&baby,we went to Safra play Pool.
LOL.
im like a fool.
played first round lose,den i gave up.
saddening yo!

todayy,went to church.
yea.sermon was great.
its about FORGIVENESS.
Forgive people then God wil forgive you.
How you treat people is how God will treat you.
Be willing to forgive others.
You dont give;You dont get.
JUSTICE; is getting what we deserve.
MERCY; is not geting what we deserve
GRACE; is geting what we do not deserve.
FORGIVENESS IS A CHOICE BUT IT IS NOT AN OPTION
yea.so,it impact on our daily life.
im a high C afterall for my DISC profile.
&its true that im someone who reali holds grudges.
so this sermon kinda opens me up as well.
its not easy to forgive someone either.
but,forgiveness comes supernaturally.
forgive others so that others can forgive you.
holding grudges is holding a burden in your heart.
&seriously,realli a burden.
you wil never feel good.
so,rather be a happy go lucky person.
pouring your love to everyone around you.
right?
simple;forgive&forget.
ahahahas(:

what to do.
iloveyou&i dont bear to.
waiting?
i'hv done it before.it doesnt work.
i dont want.i dont want!
i'll just let it stay this way.
i believe&trust this relationship.
really do.
the word "promises" keep coming into my mind todayy.
yea,we'll keep our promises.
staying strong in the Lord,persevering on.building a strong relationship&have trust for each other.
(:
God wil stil bless us no matter what right?
But first we must obey(:
which is one of our promises,to stay strong in the Lord.
Ps YCYP is a testimony.10yrs of relationship&it hav been tough,which is not encouraged.
but stil,they made it through.
i hope we could be like that(:
must plann properly for the things we do.
&baby,im sorry.
my stuborness&easily jealousy.
i'll change.
tday's sermon was God moving.
&both of us understands.
forgiveness.(:
We'll grow in you lord.
We love you,Holy Father.
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